All Alone I sit

Posted: Thursday, January 18, 2007 by Stained in Labels:
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This poem took me 5 mins to write. Was sitting behind hot breads in Knowledge Village near the underground parking entrance. So I was kinda on the edge of a 15ft drop [one day I'll try jumping it to see if my legs can bear the shock, its part of my parkour thing] that's why I've mentioned the edge in my poem. Its not really a poem, more like random thoughts that popped in my brain. I think I might edit it later as per my need & sister's advice [I usually ask her for any mistakes in the poem]. I know its a little crappy & nothing great but its how I felt. I'm feeling the worst I've felt for a very long. Yes, worser than I felt when I made the post 'I strike again'. Kinda freaky as I thought that was the worst I could have felt but now I know there is worser side still to comprehend with. Don't know how though.....

Any way here's the crappy poem. Don't mind its 'making no sense' lines, its my English at its worst [happens when I feel really upset]. So that....

All Alone I sit
11:16 am
18/01/07

Sitting on the edge
All alone I sit
Watching cars go by
People walking pass
The clouds roll on
The wind blows away
Suns plays Hide & seek
Leaves falling from trees
Even stationary things seem to be moving
Sitting on the edge
All alone I sit

Can't this be repeated
Once again
Twice already
Stuck in this place
All the time
Maybe not this time
Or is it my imagination
No it hurts
Its reality
Can't this be repeated
Once again

Perfect couple
Imperfect people
Glaring eyes
Moving fingers
Something is wrong
Sometimes it's right
Maybe not now
For one another
Maybe tomorrow
Perfect couple
Imperfect people

You can hold on
You can let go
Anything is possible
Today's one day
Tomorrow is another
But maybe forever
Nothing is mine
Or yours
Or anyone's
You can hold on
You can let go

Calming my heart beat
Death is at the door
Ringing the bell
Its almost the end
Just one last thing to do
Just something I need to do
Waiting for that last breath
To reminiscence all
To smile one last time
My heart beats for you
My heart beats no more...

-Stained

Well there you go, you can flame me for it if you want to.
Erm...Just one last thing, no one needs to say that I need a hug or something coz I seem to be in a terrible state. To be honest, I'm better off on my own & if I need somebody I know where to go...So that.

3 comments:

  1. fud says:

    "To be honest, I'm better off on my own " ...u of all ppl kno thts not tru...fact tht u wrote this poem n post is proof...wish i knew y ure so bothered...wish u cud clear the clutter outta ur life n mind...not get torn between contradictions...

  1. D says:

    I'm feeling the worst I've felt for a very long
    Why?? I'm not going to give up until you tell me.

    To be honest, I'm better off on my own & if I need somebody I know where to go
    You are not better off on your own; I agree with Fud on that...
    2nd part... ?? Where would you go?

  1. Stained says:

    I have always been better off on my own..but this stupid college life has made be disabled..
    I was happy being alone...no one to care about...no one to take care....

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