Dont know what I'm playing at...

Posted: Wednesday, October 25, 2006 by Stained in Labels:
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Its been a long time since I've written a poem....so here's an attempt to write what I'm currently feeling...

Dont know what I'm playing at...
(25/10/2006, 9:30)

Don't know what I'm playing at
It feels so right
The things I've done
The things I want to do
With you...

Don't know what I'm playing at
Coz this all could be so wrong
And nothing would be left
Just broken dreamz & piercing memories
I need you...

It feels so right
But this all could be so wrong
And it scares me to think
Is this a mistake
I don't want to lose you....

*****

Hmm..surely not at my writing best, but this is how I feel. At a junction where I fear losing what I have even though I have been assured that I won't lose anything but I really don't trust myself...

Btw, heard this amazing song by 'Dashboard Confessional', its called 'Hands down'. The following are its lyrics....[I love the chorus]

Breathe in for luck
Breathe in so deep
This air is blessed
You share with me
This night is wild
So calm and dull
These hearts they race
From self-control
Your legs are smooth
As they graze mine
We're doing fine
We're doing nothing at all

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed
Let's not get busted
Just lay entwined here
UndiscoveredSafe in here from all those stupid questions
"Hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet
Stay near
Stay close,
they can't hear
So we can get some

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

Hands down this is the best day I can ever rememberI'll always remember
the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock
When we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
And the streets were wet
And the gate was locked
So I jumped it
And >>>>>I<<<<<>
And you stood at your door
With your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew,
That you meant it
That you meant it
That you meant it
And I knew,
That you meant it
That you meant it...

********
I wonder when I'll share my first kiss......

3 comments:

  1. D says:

    Ahem...well, the poem looks very sincere [glad you started writing again], so I think that the girl you wrote it for [it is for a girl right? ;) hehe...] would appreciate it very very much...

    I heard that song btw and while the lyrics seem good, the song sounds weird... hehe...

    Last line...hmmm... first kiss eh?? Inshallah you'll get it soon...

    And yes, you're mad :p

  1. Stained says:

    hmm....why do you have to call me mad all the time....silly girl...
    & yeah it is for a girl... :P
    love her alot...so that... :D

    I like the way the song sounds...hmm...maybe you need yo get your ears cleaned :P :P

    first kiss....**coughsundaycough**
    lol...hehe

  1. Justinbieber says:

    ' and kissed me like you meant it' ...... love that line^_^

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