Changing Lanes

When the water wraps around you and you struggle to breath. When the life you’re about to let go flashes in front of your eyes. When you try to fight the urge to resist and survive. When the darkness envelops you and you suddenly feel alone. Then all you remember are the promises that you’ve broken...the lies that were told...the pain that you’ve spread...the hate you deserve. And then you hit a brand new low in life...literally. The water was too shallow...

A second chance or just bad execution...either way there is only one way out now...you can only go up from here.

You’re right SJ, I need to change myself to become stronger within because people will always come and go...nothing lasts forever and I need to learn to let go. I need to remember why I did it all and that I can’t keep running away from it because that just makes me a coward. I’m sorry for yesterday...won’t happen again. Just want you to be here because you’re the only one who understands...the only one who knows it all. I shall survive. *hugs*