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a moment in time
an emptiness inside
broken
shattered
oblivious to pain
or hate
or love
Maybe this is perfection
absolution
disappointment
Carry on the burden
soft
delicate
drowning in air
broken
shattered
surrender to pain
of hate
of love
of everything ever was
A snap
a silence
distraught with happiness
with sadness
soft
delicate
an emptiness inside
a moment in time
- stained
19.04.2006
20:34
I'm living a life
One that's not mine
I'm dreaming a dream
One in which I do not wish to be
I want to get out
I want to leave
But how much can I scream?
How much can I shout?
I need you to be there
I need you to care
But you just stand apart
And all you do is stare
Please, somebody save me...
Please...somebody care...
-D
Random poem wrote while being bored at Gitex...
10.12.2011
09:19pm
It's not the way of the wild
Lost in the fleeting madness
Draped for an error
Not in an instant
Maybe an illusion
Tripping over the edges
With your secret incense
Going down the sacred stature
Mesmerized instants
Going going gone
Lost in frames
Slipping away at the edges
Maybe the way of the wild
Is the only path around
You fit into the frame
Define within the borders
Goes the saying
Or so it seems...
- Stained
26.07.2011
17:45
Dissolution of the musical essence of silence
Motion sickness from rocking on heels
Numinous shadows sealed to ones soul
Historical wisdom accrue the seers
Darkness within the eye lips
Spoken the fleeting moment away
Fallen before the dearth of sand
Thoughts of corpses encircle beyond
Sleets of numbers frozen midair
Counting down the crackle beneath
Stops the mist one designs
Fashion the smile all over again
- Stained
08.07.2011
01:25am
Shying away from those eyes
The belief...
Approval and care
Coupled before rationale
Amused - bemused
Familiar ground
Uncertain forever
Misdeeds to shatter
Drops of spice...
Left for pretense
Regret and disgust
Shying away from those eyes
The loss of a child...
Squabbling left over
Salty water
-Stained
30.01.2011
11:45pm
The fascinating tang of food
Inept to savor, still I gorge away
Enveloped by warmth at night
Yet I stay awake, an infinite quiver
So much to do so little time
A pause or a hiccup, seconds last forever
Aching reminder gnashing your teeth
Sheets of cover, a shadow of a smile
Pretentious exposure anonymity
Words to say, no one see...
-Stained
Responsibility – strength – professionalism – stability...perfection. Emotions...left alone - unwanted – unnecessary – pretend. Make those eyes smile...persuade – balance – naive – simple. No more questions...no more lies. Just smile and wave...smile and wave.
05.12.2010
23:32
A different character;
A comedian or a liar...
Visionary procedure
Interpreting the past.
Statements;
The cessation move...
Mainstream warfare;
Just hidden bones.
Do you see what I see in you...?
Always the smile
Always the disguise.
I look for her behind the scenes
The curtains fold for you
Once again...
Applause,
Whistles
Hats thrown in the air
Empty hands...
Close a door somewhere
Brick walls
And exits
Contrasting elements
What do you see
All black again
Waving stature
Spotlight
Silhouettes
They're all the same
Take a bow
You're out again...
- Stained
13.22.2010
7:40pm
I love you...
Beyond doubt
Without reason
This is where
I choose to be
This is why
You're everything to me
I love you...a lot
But a lot isn't enough
Being enough isn't the point
Far beyond that
Surpassing anything
But who needs to measure
This seamless emotion
So I just want to say
I love you
And nothing else matters
Anymore
- Stained
I don't think I've ever written a poem that isn't depressing; this feels odd. Anyway the poems a little corny to say the least, quite basic and a little messed up but I like it...so that
03.06.2010
03:25pm
Shadows
Reflecting off the mirror
A motionless quiver
Undaunted creator
Pearls of happiness
Rolling down her cheeks
Those are the lies
You’ll never ever see
The lines have been drawn
Criss-crossing around me
A breach of order
Broken false promises
Desire of perfection
Continues unlimited
Too far too close
Don’t close your eyes
I hide under my blanket
From the evil within
These are my lies
You’ll never ever see again
-Stained
Speaking to a friend made me realize just now that maybe she had already moved on even before knowing about my lies and confessions. That I didn't have the need to lose everything for her. That I shouldn't have been so naive or stupid to believe her words....I hope not...but I will never know...so numb...
Nightmare or reality
20.05.2010
Getting lost in those eyes
His hand slipping into hers
Shifting himself closer
Intoxicated by her scent
Sensing her nervousness
He wraps his arm around her
She looks at him with hope
If he’ll take care of her
He smiles reassuringly
Everything will be perfect tonight
Lying in bed
Two souls became one
This was there special moment
Something they’ll never forget
She’s never been this happy
He was the only one
He would never let go
She was everything he ever wanted
He asks her to marry him
She says yes...
I open my eyes
Shivering sweating and scared
A nightmare or reality
I do not know
She will never be mine
But I shall still hold on
No one shall ever touch me
Like the way she did
I shall never love the same
Cause I will never forgive myself
-Stained
10.05.2010
5:31pm
Love
A word
Or a feeling
Said too often
Never truly felt
Selfish meanings
Selfless actions
Sentences
Answers
To questions
Forgotten
Lost
A situation
Or a reaction
Meant to feel
Raw emptiness
Limited breaths
Unlimited pain
Knives
Pencils
All the same
Piercing
Two words
Brought together
A coincidence
Torn apart
Just emotions
Dense lies
Transparent hands
Love lost
Bestowed
Does it matter?
Hurts
- Stained
