The end....
Posted: Tuesday, March 30, 2010 by Stained inThe only reason I started blogging was because of D. That reason does not exist in my life anymore so I'm done with this blog. Thanks...
The only reason I started blogging was because of D. That reason does not exist in my life anymore so I'm done with this blog. Thanks...
9 shot panorama converted to B&W with a blueish tint added. It was a very clear sky with clouds i.e best time to shoot the SZR skyline.Camera Model : Canon EOS 7D
Shooting Date/Time : 03/04/2010 08:03 PM
Tv(Shutter Speed) : 1/800
Av(Aperture Value) : f8
Metering Mode : Center Weighted Average
ISO Speed : 100
Lens : 18-200mm OS
Focal Length : 42mm
It hurts that you've chosen to ignore my existence instead of facing me and possibly whacking me....Also kinda funny that when I do something wrong, I get treated like shit while I'm supposed to forgive and forget when someone else does the same....
Two things I figured out today...
1) I'm not a complete pipsqueak...
2) And the car controls great even at 120kmph...
So that....
Something I shot for a soon to be launched catering company dealing in healthy food to be served in offices....Camera Model : Canon EOS 7D
Shooting Date/Time : 03/13/2010 05:17 PM
Tv(Shutter Speed) : 1/200
Av(Aperture Value) : f6.3
Metering Mode : Center Weighted Average
ISO Speed : 200
Lens : 50mm f2.8 macro
Focal Length : 50mm
Looking on the bright side....it'll be like old times when I was in school...when I had no one to share my thoughts and feelings with apart from my imaginary friend that is....looks like I'll need to imagine him again....atleast this time I've got my camera to give me company as well....
I've always wanted a car. Now I've got one and I was very happy about it though ignoring the part where people keep scratching it with keys or I keep hitting the pavement and scratching the wheels. I wanted to become a photographer but had no work. Lately been so busy that I haven't been able to spend enough time at home again ignoring the part that I still don't get paid enough but it still made me happy. I've even managed to socialize lately which is a huge achievement for me. All of this feels great or atleast I thought it would. Currently the people I care about are not talking to me. I've become the person I've never wanted to be. I was heading that way for a very long time and had seen the warning signs but being the jerk I am, I ignored it all. Today no one knows how I feel, cause no one cares. I have nothing....even though I thought I had everything....hopefully I'll manage to survive this phase of my life without killing myself(ignoring the part that I'm a complete pipsqueak and won't have the guts)....and I'm not going to say sorry to anyone cause I know I deserve this....
The short time lapse sections in the middle were taken by me though I doubt they used my time lapse video edit.... :(
Situation 1
Person A: Lets hang out!!!
Person B: Lets go to a sheesha place..
Person C: Cool...
Me: I'll cya all later....
Situation 2
Person A: I'm bored!!
Person B: Lets go to that club and have fun...
Person C: Cool...
Me: Urgh....I'll cya all later...
This is how every outing is planned in Dubai IMO. So to be social in Dubai, you need to love sheesha or bars. I think I'll prefer being socially inactive than to waste my life on such disgusting things...so that...
2pm
16th March 2010
Weakening the borders
This is extinction
A termination of memories
Broken inside...
Shattering the desires
The future is gone
Or maybe it was never there
Dead end...
No one understands
Misery - Pain – Death
A combination of everything
Is the lie that we call Happiness...
But who am I to say this
Is there a meaning to anything?
Or do meanings really matter
Confusion
Contradiction
Is the story of my life
But then am I really living
Drifting aimlessly
Going through the motions
Aiming for the end
And all of this
Sounds like gibberish
This sounds like who I am...
-Stained
My first try at time lapse. This video is of the clouds about 3 hours before the storm that hit UAE on the 27th of February 2010.