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Posted:
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
by Stained in
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rant
There are so many thing I want to say....but I won't say a word to anyone....cause no one is here to hear me....I'm all alone this time...
15 comments:
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for a while it may seem like that.. its because you're secluding yourself.
Take a step. Being 'not-alone' doesnt mean having one close person around you. It could be many friends.. closeness with family..being actively involved in activities! anything!
Instead of having one person to depend on emotionally.. surround yourself!
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Who do I surround myself with...??
I don't belong anywhere. I don't do the cool things that everyone else seems to do...and I'm not going to change myself for the world cause no one will change themselves for me...so that...
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so you're saying you have no friends atall that you could hang out with more often than before?
You dont have to change yourself.. you just have to find the ppl who like to do things in common.. and you dont have to have friends who do everything in common!
Different set of friends for different stuff to do!
You have your cricket friends... you have your photography friends.. hmm got random walk friends? .. friends you like to watch movies with? take our niece out for a drive!
soo much to do!
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Cricket people aren't really friends...they're more of an acquaintance...
Photography friends...err..they all hate my guts, hate the fact that I'm a kid and more talented than them and hate that I don't take any shit from them....they just hang out with me sometimes in the hope to learn something from me...
Random walk...I don't know what you're talking about...
Any other people...hmm...nope. I currently have 2 friends, 1 I can hang out with but can't share anything due to some issues and who'll soon be just an acquaintance seeing how things are going and the other who I can't really hang out with but is someone I can depend on for some help but can't share anything with again...
so that...
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and people on twitter...gossip...I don't do that...and they're socially active way more than me and they don't even need a reason to hit the bar IMO....
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random walk meaning.. some friends you can just call randomly and step out for a walk or meet up for coffee.. just to catch up!
and the photography friends.. sometimes just pretend to learn something from them.. all relationships are give and take :o)..dont try to be the hero everytime! :oP
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Nope...no random walk friends either...
and it's hard to be the hero (as you put it) especially when the people are busy drinking coffee and gossiping when I'm out shooting...
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Yaar.. coffee toh sirf ek bahana hai.. go back.. think again.. sociology.. there was a whole chapter on that! hehe!
its the time you use to catch up with friends and talk about stuff that you need to let out :o)
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again...I need those kind of friends to let out to....you forget that I have none...and I'd prefer spending a evening staring at the stares discussing my problems with friends instead of sitting in a coffee shop....
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Well I don't have a friend like that who will take random walks with me...
I dont think u'll be alone from now on, I just got my Canon D450..and I'm kind of stuck now...I need time to get used to it, and learn HOW to use it first.