Changing Lanes

Moms in the hospital. Haven't let it get to me though, till now at least. Have watched my sister cry, my brother & dad look grim. But I'm still trying to be strong in front of them. A few friends know about it & again I've been trying to portray an image of toughness & carefree.

Haven't called up my mom either on her direct number cause I don't think I'll be able to talk to her.

My TD wants to take care of me tomorrow. So I'm going to hold it all in for tomorrow when I'll let myself fall into her arms. Sorry my love for upsetting you yesterday & today, was just upset myself & was not thinking straight as usual about yesterday. Love you lots & lots....& I know you know that.

Dads home right now, he'll be going to the hospital after some time but I'm not going with him. Just going to sit at home till chikku comes to pick me up to go for work.

Btw, Dads calling me a scary cat (in a not so serious manner) for not talking to mom on the phone... :S